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I never told my mother that I don’t like this life.
But everyday I think it would be fair to blow my head.
My brain won’t let me live as I want.
And I’m tired of fight.
I’m tired of make my existence more fun in vain.
How many times have I imagined my head smashed into the railroad track?
(Push me to the train…)
But my balls are too small, and I can’t do it alone.
I failed a lot of people and I’m left with almost nothing.
Only what you see me wearing right now:
A paper and a pen, and maybe a friend.
(That’s my train…)
So… help me.
Help me.
Please, help me.

Help me to suicide.
You are my only friend.
Please, help me to suicide.
You are my only friend.

You are all I’ve got in this life.
(The biggest thing…)
Help me to suicide.
You are my only friend.


from Noctambulant, released September 27, 2013




Aneural Illescas, Spain

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